pain in my heart~

----[ Sudden pain in my heart ]----

I remember this pain before in the past.
These happens when my ger in troubles and it's always happened to be true.

But this time, the pain is stronger than before.
I'm so worried about her safety in overseas, Taiwan.

Previous incident happened in hongkong.
She got slapped by her friends in hongkong.
I feel sudden heart pain.
I tot it's was my health problem since i'm overweight.
But in the end after when to the doctor,
he said that I'm healthy, everything normal except my weight problem.
Out of sudden thoughts, i decided to give a call to my ger in hk.

Got her on the line, i heard her voice was almost breakdown.
Crying voice came after that.
It's makes me more even heart pains, and asked what's wrong.
These happened even earlier before these incident.
The only difference is she was in overseas instead in Singapore.

I'm very very worried. I guess these few weeks will be tough.
Hoping that she can called me and let me know she is fine.

I'm willing to endure this pain but please please,
please be fine.

zq

TGIF

Thank god is friday? i'm not a god-believer, neither a free-thinker. but still loves fridays

Today i'm quite mess up, wake up at 0845. crap! i'm late for ESS quiz.
Quickly wash myself up and ready for skools.
Halt a cab nearby, but i realise that take a cab morning will see alot of jam.
Which i'm rushing against time. Oh well~~

Ran up the stairs. I HATE STAIRS. it's realli make me tired. (hey stairs, help me here ok!?)
have a thoughts on myself, time to cut down weight.

Lucky i was in time for the quiz, and i did the test.
Hmm... wasn't bad. 15/20. was an A. hehe
Doing up the mockup and submitted to the sharepoint. (when is the sharepoint can be access internetly?)

After the class, i'm meeting with my comm skills grp. Discuss about the roles plays
And thanks for the laptop cover, Jit Yang~!
Royson also rushing against time also coz he nid to go for seminar @ SMU
Heard was about security thingy. Boring~~

Going lunch with syl, marilyn and suhaimi @ Mac
Then go home str8.

I found myself too tired to do anything and when to my bed.
Be4 i sleep, i was thinking about my stupid ger. until now haven call me yet.
well she always like that de. I guess i have to wait for at least half a year for her to contact me.
She at taiwan now, i guess she will be shopping around madly, crazy till dropped feet.

" ger, please sms me at least to let me know that u are fine there... "

zq

zq learning how to do html by start blogging

yeah~ zq starting today, saturday 30 may 2009, learning html by doing blogging. These few weeks saw the blogs kings and diva damn zai at html. After a few thoughts, and found out i been wasting too much time on the html class that i was unable to catch up the rest. so guyz and gers, please help this old newbie at this thingy.

よろしくお願いします～

zq