nope, im not a god believer.
today is my birthday. happy birthday to me~!
27 this year, very old. not achievement. very poor.
still, my will on life is totally gone. i had given up on life.
i stopped pursuing my desires.
i stopped relying on myself.
i stopped believing my abilities.
i stopped looking forward for tomorrow.
i stopped searching answers.
i stopped loving anyone, included myself.
so the question is, what else do i have in life?
i have a pink laptop, a cellphone, internet connection.
probably a few friends.
years back, i made a promise to myself.
age of 30 i will stop spending time for myself.
means, no resting, no breaks, no holiday, no romance, nothing for myself.
i will work, work til my death. work for money, power and fame.
my moral values will be nothing, becoming total ruthless, nothing stop me.
and i decided to start a family before coming 30.
that is my life path.
write alot of nonsenses in here. totally not related. idk.
im tired.
sign off.
Zhen-Qing Zhou
周真庆
