thinking

" There is nothing either good or bad.
but thinking makes it so. "

William Shakespeare

today+

today
moody (in fact i'm being moody these few weeks)
sick (still recovering, getting better)
tired (tired of everything)
friends (don't have anything in skool) p.s not surprise
maths (failed. failed)

Any dream for tomorrow?
maybe (i have to shake off the negative thoughts)
overseas call (still hoping, waiting)
warm (a little warm would be nice)
heart (i hope some of the warm can warm my heart)
brain (still trying very hard to shake off the tired mind)

" yesterday gone, today just came, tomorrow unknown. Wishes can be made "

Don't Speak

4 months had passed.
Last contact was around March 09.
July had just came. August coming soon.
Your birthday. My birthday. 4 years we haven celebrate together.
Our voices always traveled across the sea.
I started losing faith, my only power to carry on.
Starting to lose faith, lose hope and my life.
I don't how much i can carry on.
My darling, my only life in this world.
I remembered you don't like my mouth cause i always say something bad.
I promised i changed this bad habit.
I often said love you but you always thought i won't last that long.
I promise i won't changed my love to you.
6 years relationship. To me, it's not 6 years.
I felt hundreds years had passed by.
I don't mind waiting, but for now.
I missed your voice, your hand and your smiles.
My birthday wish is :-

" i wish to see you, to hear, to feel, and to see your smile. "

zq

Sick~ not feeling well~ wat's wrong?

not feeling these three weeks. very sick. very~

oh... holidays ends soon. crapz, lot's of things have to be done.

Printing list -------------------------*

Thing to be done:-
1.html blog.
2.html project
3.java hmwk
4.flash

Amazing~ left 4 to be clear.. wow! hahas. but i need to work hard for these.

first one, no idea.. tmr then think.. draw a design? using frames? Omg... frames....
next, html project. here comes the lists-----*

1.modify the main movie
2.remove borders
3.chatbox
4.padding for the text
5.more detail muz be link
6.quotes - javascript
7.footer in all pages
8.large, medium, small
9.membership signup form

Oh sh*t... so much things to do. well~~

next battle player, java hmwk. i guess this still ok. java i understand how it works.

last, final battle. Flash. yea.. FLASH? need to do one html for the flash. huh?
can i put it in the html assignment? watever... i juz put in.

Wish me luck and been sick is bad.. real bad.

" I have given up hope, faith and life. What do i left with? "

zq