Monday, December 21, 2009

Sorry

Sorry

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Understanding

thoughts for today:-
tired, still have maths to go. tut7.
comms skills report by wk 13.
network report by wk 16.
OOJ by wk 17.

holiday is screwed, dun think i can rest.
finally done my cpf issue, but still i nid to write a letter to finance nyp.
oh well, bummer. no idea how to type it out.
business ethics essay quiz is at this Thursday.
sure is hard. trying very hard for all the problems i faced.
this Friday meeting my bro for java. hope he can teach me some tricks.

i feel tired, wanted to talk to my ger but she busy.
i think we are in the end, sometimes.
we dun realli have any talks between us. sometimes we speak silence thru phone.
maybe we noe each other very well? maybe. i'm sure i noe her very well.. haha maybe.
hux and me go to BK for munch. talks about alot of things.
no idea why we talks alot of things. but still, he is a good friend.
stopping talking nonsense. learned to listen silence.
more works on hand than my ill mouth.
starting to get rid of my bad habits.
good signs. i guess.

i think that's it. sign off.

zq

" long distance relationship is hard to maintain but i will keep trying til she throw me away "

Sunday, December 13, 2009

I wonder

I wonder anyone looking at my blog?
I wonder what is my ger doing?
I wonder how am i suppose to solve all the issues?
I wonder how long can i stand in this world?
I wonder after i fall apart, where am i going?
I wonder when is the so called best friend going to talk to me again?
I start to wonder, wonder and wonder. *Stone*

I wonder the effort to keep the friendship is worth keeping?
I wonder when can i get back my attitude on study?
I wonder when can i start to think better?
I wonder when am i going to start to cut my fat down?
I start to wonder again, again and again. *Stone*

I wonder my love between with her is it still there?
I wonder is there anyone care about me while i care too much for others?
I wonder is there anyone heard my voice?
I wonder is success start from habits?
I wonder can i identify my bad habits?
I wonder should i close my blog since no one cares?
I start to stone, again and again. *Wonder*

" I wonder... "

zq