the misunderstand has gone deeper.
message got across instead it has gone deeper.
i been trying to use words as to avoid hurt.
but it's seemed i have no choice.
To Organizers,
I can see your efforts on events.
and i don't wish to hurt the efforts.
but i gonna say it straight.
thanks for my birthday events as it is the august baby event.
but on that day, after heard two of the organizers telling me what to do.
i felt i been forgotten. i was about to way back home, one of them called me.
telling me that is their plan, surprise.
but i don't feel this way. i feel very sux. this is how i feel, and this is where it started.
i don't feel surprise at all. but i don't wish to deny their efforts.
so i tell of them, "it's ok, you all carry on. i'm fine"
but in my heart, do i deserve such a surprise or rather i felt that it was a prank.
i don't remember i did this kind of surprise on anyone else.
why should i deserve this? i give blessing to everyone on their birthday.
WHY? it really hurt me deeply.
On my birthday, one of them send me a message, a blessing on my birthday.
i feel glad. but the other two, which is the organizers. after my birthday, then they remembered.
i got this feeling. was the prank on me is right? i deserved it? i felt very disappointed.
i tot they have know this. assume? assume means ass u & me.
at this point of time, i felt very disappointed, and none of them knew it.
next, i have nothing to say, the rest of the issues are the class issues.
but let me get this straight, i remember i did not say the class felt, i only say i felt or i feel.
" IGNTS - I GOT NOTHING TO SAY "
zq
Rain had calm my disappointment. it's seemed that my ger tell me to forget this matter. let's juz forget about it.
" ger always know what to do with me "
zq
