Fate | Destiny

Destiny Fate

Is there any difference to this two words?

The world is moving. i don't feel the move. i don't feel any pain.
Remember she left me behind, i found myself powerless.
powerless and unable to pull her to stay.
love is important to me.
she is more realistic than me.
she's living in this world. she living in my world.
everything is moving even after she left.
the world does not cry for me. heart felt pain.
after years, i'm still love her.
but felt powerless.

i'm searching for power to stand. power to hold.
Powerless is grant to me even loss was too great to carry,
i fell into this deep hold.
holding my friends hands but who can save me.
who can save me?

I'm thinking all the negative thoughts.
too negative. i fail myself rather than i failed the test.
Is there nothing i can do to break this destiny or fate?
i urge power, i urge for power.
too sleepy to think.
today i shall stop here.

" who can save me this salvetion or im suppose to drop to the depth of the hell? "

Close to heart

i saw a TV programming about celebrity introduce Brunei tourism.
Eric Zeng, HongKong celebrity.
he was talking about his point view in life. before and after.
he had been thru 7 days of monk in his life in taiwan.
he said about Buddhism, talking about cleansing his soul in 7 days.
he also talk about ones hold something dearly.
Buddhism talks about letting it go, why bother holding?
ones came to this world with nothing, and bring nothing when it goes.
i started to think about the misunderstanding between us.
although i know they are just having fun, and i just means surprise.
but i just dun feel nice about it. heart felt sour and bitter.
i was thinking the past what i have did to them was trying to ignore them.
i was wrong to do this because i also made me feel unhappy too.
i thought they would know or understand how i felt.
after listening Eric Zeng talking about his experience,
i started to realize i have been unhappy for sometime.
Is time to let go of this matter. maybe is too late.
i guess it doesn't matter. as long i release this burden,
freedom is the word.

i guess is hard to speak infront of them as i started to imagine.
cards maybe works. maybe ~

" letting it go doesn't mean you don't care, it just releasing your burden "

zq

我的世界失眠

全世界失眠

作詞：林夕　
作曲：陳偉　
編曲：陳偉

想起我不完美　你會不會
逃離我生命的範圍
想著你的滋味　我會不會
把這個枕頭　變得甜美

想起白天的約會　忘了晚上的咖啡
只怕感情如潮水　遠離我夢中的堡壘

一個人失眠　全世界失眠
無辜的街燈　守候明天
幸福的失眠　只是因為害怕閉上眼
如何想你想到六點　如何愛你愛到終點

想起我的時候　你會不會　好像我一樣不能睡
想像你的曖昧　我會不會　數不到綿羊　一雙一對

想起白天的約會　忘了晚上的咖啡
只怕感情如潮水　遠離我夢中的堡壘

一個人失眠　全世界失眠
無辜的街燈　守候明天
幸福的失眠　只是因為害怕閉上眼　如何想你想到六點

一個人失眠　全世界失眠
幸福的失眠　只是因為害怕閉上眼　如何想你想到六點
如何愛你愛到終點　如何愛你愛到終點



“ 如何愛你愛到終點　如何愛你愛到終點 ”

zq

Plants vs Zombies

Just completed this game. Saw my brother was playing this game.
Omg, i never expected this game is so addictive.
very very cute game. kawaii zo!

In the credits, they have a music video.
" Zombies on your lawn"
haha.. very very cute. but i like more on the japanese version.
because in english version chorus, they made the zombies sound singing.
urgh.. damn odd but i love the singer voice. very light and cute.
so i decided to find out this singer, Laura Shigihara.
she have a blog of her own.
http://shigi.wordpress.com/

and found out there is a jap version.
i like jap version more than english.

here the lyrics and the mp3.

“Uraniwa ni Zombies ga!”
by Laura Shigihara

Himawari

(chorus)
Zombie ga yatte kita
Zombie ga yatte kita
Zombie ga yatte kita
Zombie wa dete ita

(verse 1)
Zombie wa kowai gaikotsu
Hanabira zenbu o toritagaru
Sono ato atama wo tabetagaru
Tadano Himawari
Dakedo watashi wa tsuyoi!
Noumiso ga suki
Zombie wa kirai

(pre-chorus 1)
Softball de asonda yo!
Helmetto wo kabutta zo!
Screen door wo motta zo!
Oretachi Zombie, Zombie, Zombie da!

(chorus)
Zombie ga yatte kita
Zombie ga yatte kita
Zombie ga yatte kita
Zombie wa dete ita

(verse 2)
Uraniwa de asobitai
Atama wo taberu no yamenasai
Noumiso niwa cholesterol ga ippai
Shinda node kankei nai kedo
Solar power de tatakau yo
Shokubutsu wo mamoru tame

(pre-chorus 2)
Sono sanrinsha choudai
Atama ni butter ga kuttsui jata
Noumiso taberu zo!
Oretachi Zombie, Zombie, Zombie da!

(chorus)
Zombie ga yatte kita
Zombie ga yatte kita
Zombie ga yatte kita
Zombie wa dete ita

http://www.freshpulp.com/shigi/LauraShigihara-Uraniwa_ni_Zombies_ga.mp3

click to listen or right click open next tab.

and the english version of coz. lyrics included in this MV.

if you would like to have this game, always can msn me for the installer.

" we don't like zombies, instead we used solor power "

zq

悲しいほど貴方が好き

気がついたら　恋しかった
悲しい出来事(ニュース)
あふれる街で

貴方の声が聴けない日は
私の　すべてが止まる

悲しいほど 貴方がすきで
恋しすぎると「何故なの?」
こんなにも苦しい...
勇気を持って　新しい世界の
扉 開(あ)け放とう
貴方が　私の心を
朝焼けに染めた
So, I’ll make it with you

空を飛ぶ　烏のように
大空を　自由に飛びたい

貴方がふさぎ込み　うつむく日は
私が　そっと　照らしてあげたい

悲しいほど 貴方がすきで
恋は綱引きね
どんどん貴方へ
引っ張られていくみたい
また明日は　逢えるのかな
どうしていいか
分からないくらい
貴方が　私の心を
夕焼けに　染めた

瞳に　星降る　キャンバス
未来を示している星はどれ?

悲しいほど 貴方がすきで
恋しすぎると「何故なの?」
こんなにも苦しい...
勇気を持って　新しい世界の
扉 開(あ)け放とう
貴方が　私の心を

七色に染めた

七色に染めた

So, I’ll make it with you

倉木麻衣 - Secret of My Heart

どんな　言(こと)葉(ば)に変(か)えて
君(きみ)に　伝(つた)えられるだろう
あれから　いくつもの季(き)節(せつ)が
通(とお)り過(す)ぎたけれど
いつも　傍(そば)で笑(わら)ってる
私(わたし)にも言(い)えないことが　まだ
ひとつだけある

Secret of my heart 疑(うたが)ってもないね
いつだって少(すこ)しの未(み)来(らい)があれば
真(しん)実(じつ)は 手(て)に入(い)れられるはず
I can't say　もう少(すこ)しだけ
I'm waiting for a chance

こんな　穏(おだ)やかな時(と)間(き)
もっと　繋(つな)がっていたい
全(すべ)てを見(み)せるのが　怖(こわ)くて
少(すこ)し離(はな)れて歩(ある)く
君(きみ)の横(よこ)顔(かお)がなぜか
壊(こわ)れそうで　守(まも)りたい
もっと近(ちか)づきたいよ

Secret of my heart
理(わ)解(か)ってくれるよね

誰(だれ)だって　逃(に)げたい時(とき)もあるけど
それだけじゃ　何(なに)も始(はじ)まらない
I can't say　きっと必(かなら)ず
I'm waiting for a chance

Can I tell the truth?　その言(こと)葉(ば)言(い)えず
空(から)回(まわ)りする唇(くちびる)に
Feeling in my heart　隠(かく)せない
これ以(い)上(じょう) 'Cause I love you
I will be with you　Wherever you are
Can you feel my heart?

Can't you see, you're my dream
失(うしな)いたくないよ
大(たい)切(せつ)な　君(きみ)と過(す)ごすこの時(じ)間(かん)
あきらめる位(くらい)なら　信(しん)じて
I just wanna say もう迷(まよ)わない

Can't you see, you're my heart
どんな作(つく)り物(もの)も
簡(かん)単(たん)に壊(こわ)れてしまう　日(ひ)が来(く)る
だけどまだ　いつまでも
変(か)わらない
Secret of my heart　Out future is forever

Change OST - Miles away

I just woke up from a fuzzy dream
You never would believe the things that I have seen
I looked in the mirror and I saw your face
You looked right through me you where miles away

All my dreams they fade away
I'll never be the same
If you could see me the way you see yourself
I can pretend to be someone else

Chorus :
You always love me more miles away
I hear it in your voice when you're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me miles away
I guess we're at our best when we're miles away

So far away... (x8)

When no ones around and I have you here
I begin to see the picture it becomes so clear
You always have the biggest heart when we're six thousand miles apart

Too much of no sound uncomfortable silence can be so loud
Those three words are never enough when it's long distance love...

(Chorus)

So far away... (x8)

I'm alright
Don't be sorry
But it's true
When I'm gone..
You'll realize that I'm the best thing that happened to you...

(Chorus) x2

So far away... (x8)
So far away... (x8)